TEAM SWITZERLAND <3

BEST. MOVIE. EVER
i don't wanna spoil it for anyone, but I'm still high off of the movie lmao
it was wonderful ily Tangerine
amd im gonna stop writing now because ill start givin shit away!>

H E L L O

.. I have literally abandoned you my dear blog
Many many many things have gone down since my last entry
Things that should have made me happier, things that would've usually bothered me
and things that i NEVER expected
I cant believe that we have 1 more month left of 2009!
This year has definitely been a roller coaster
From growing up, breaking up, getting back, loosing as well as gaining, reminiscing on the "Good ol days" and then trying to forget them altogether because that's all they will ever be good OLD days..
Another thing that still hasn't fully sinked in is.. I LIVE ALONE, i live ALONE
smh responsibility can be very over whelming, it can either make you or brake you..

Trying to continue blogging as i did before, still a working progress lol
Until next time..

Just cuz im DADDY =]

I want you
When the sun comes up, I wanna make you mine, I wanna make it count
I want you
I wanna take you home, I wanna make it known, I wanna take you on
I want you
Let me say it again, I wanna say it again, but let me say it again
I want you
I want ya more than a friend
I'm gonna gonna make you mine!

Hay mijaaaa

There are so many more pics of us together but theyre hard to reach at the moment lol.


IMY Sooooooo muchhhh
i will always have time for tuna fish samwiches and ice tea.
Oh sea hellooo <3
Im taking you out on a date! I PROMISE =]
A whole day rooming around this city EATING EVRYTHING IN SIGHT Is def what we need!

How long has it really been?

Ohhh my darling blog!! It has been too long indeed. Is it possible to have so much to say but then again not say much at all lol, I'm sooooo lazy that even though i say to myself "I'm going to post something today" i usually don't... idk..
A lot has happened over the past weeks..and if i wasn't so damn lazy then i would've posted all the pictures and etc.. but since i AM A LAZY ASS i don't think i will lol
Lets just say.. I'm some what pretending to be doing something i really am not doing, forced to grow up a little too quickly, have realized that i can count my true friends in one hand, too scared to be excited about shit that hasn't even happened ( but omg i hope it does lol ), admitting that i have relapsed and that my addiction to Robert Pattinson is getting WAYYY outta hand lol, oh and lately Ive been feeling the worst of the worst of feelings.. UNWANTED... maybe I'm being too hasty here.. but I'm too lazy to even think of a new word.. i might be wrong and a less depressing word can be used but at the end it all falls under that category.

I just wanna be ME

Is that so hard to ask? i feel like its becoming impossible. I'm in a place in time where every ones judgements count, every ones opinions are heard ( except for mine of course) every one can shout every one can point and every one can scream. but in the end what about ME? I'm not asking for a million dollars just for things to make more sense maybe? Jeez! i wanna be hugged when i need it, kissed when i want it .....
How does that saying go.. you live you learn and then you die .. well what ever's between the learning and the dying .. that's where you'll find me right smack in the middle..
Will things ever start to make sense and stuff will just stop happening because "that's how things are suppose to be" and happen because you plan for them to turn out that way..
now that i think about it that's pretty funny.. people spent months, years, seconds, minutes doesn't matter what length of time.. they still spend it on PLANNING .. me of course I'm guilty as charged .. I'm an over analyzer, its what i do .. as to why i do it i have no idea... ughhh
I'm having one of those i hate everything and everybody kinda days.. it'll pass... i give my bipolar ass about two minutes to get over it...........
:: TWO MINUTES LATER::
Guess not

Sep. 6, 2009

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