Lisa Scinta

i ONLY WISH i was as talented as you. Mind youuuu i have no idea who this person is but once again you tubbing i found her & OMG she is truly AMAZING. No gas she wrote this song on her own. And then to top things off shes a TWILIGHT fanatic just like yours truly <3 I commend you Lisa Scinta! Absolutely beautiful voice and song.
I've never subsicribed a video on youtube and she has been my 1st one =D
ENJOY <3

Let me sign <3 <3 <3

Ohh
Ohh
Oh
She was standing there by
The broken tree
Her hands are all twisted
She's pointing at me
I was damned by light comin'
Out of her eyes, she
Spoke with a voice that
Disrupted the sky
She said walk on over here
To the bitter shade
I will wrap you in my arms
And you'll know you've been saved
Let me sign
Let me sign






& On to bigger and better and certainly more important news ( at least to me =D)

Sooo.. you know .. every one knows about my obsession with Mr. Pattinson.. WHATEVER! So like i said HOME ALL DAY BORED.. i was youtubbing it you know and i kept playing this song overrrrr and overrrr again idk it makes me wanna cry i love it though!!!

"She Spoke with a voice that
Disrupted the sky
She said walk on over here
To the bitter shade
I will wrap you in my arms
And you'll know you've been saved
Let me sign"
FAVORITE line [ even though the song itself consist of a mere paragraph lol ]
my personal preference of music is very ... weird lol i listen to alot of random crap. But I'm stuck on this one. Enjoy.
P.S! YES it really is Robert singing JEEZ!

Fun Fun Fun

I must admit i had fun CANT COMPLAIN.

Ive been tooo lazy to post up the pictures form my birthday events. For example today on my day off i stayed home ALL DAY literally doing nothing productive with my life, i just sat on my bed and watched as the day went by. Oh and by the way Happy Birthday Mother Hip Hip.. what ever -_- So in conclusion here they are.. well some of them at least.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEE <3

HAYYYYYY =D Happy mothafuckin birthday to meeeee!
Unfortunately i still don't have the pics from this glorious & interesting day because they re either in jagies camera or Jennifer's! Newhooo i had a really good time OVERALL! once again i was gullible enough to get surprised this year but i love it =D. I have the most amazing friends and the best fucking boyfriend. ILY CARLOS! JAGIE CARLA JENNIFER PEDRITO MARCY (TASHA even though you didn't go -_-) CRYSTAL JANIRAAA

& everybody and their grandmother who called me or showed me love for my birthday ILY ALLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!

He who angers you conquers you.

& i have been conquered. Normal people would be excited due to the fact their B-Day's only 8 days away.. Ive acknowledged the reality that i am not normal. idk wth's wrong with me these mood swings are getting on my nerves. i have a job i go to school i have great friends.. and a loving boyfriend .. so wtf is up man?! ill tell you Wat's up.. living with some one you know you will never get along with again .. i swear i dread coming to this place i call home every day .. i feel it straining me, i no longer have a social life ..not that i ever did for that matter, i cant remember the last time i laughed with out regretting it or had a " good time" without constantly asking " HEY HEY WHAT TIME IS IT?! " Na.. funny thing is .. i feel guilty for feeling down like I'm not suppose to be.. I'm contemplating on my social life when people around the world are contemplating their one meal for the week or their sick kid .. i miss my brothers i miss my uncle ( my true father ) i miss you Ricky =/ i miss YNES.. this joy full selfless person is now a smudged stranger someone i see from a distance....can i say i miss being truly happy? of course not.. Ive never met happy.

If only i had an ounce of her confidence... real bad bitch.

QUE MALDITA MUJER!

Como DUELE

Ive never heard of such preposterous things in my life. I refuse to say i feel your pain .. i can never feel what you have felt in the 22 years of your life, because your pain is like this thick fog, it takes a hold of everything around you never seeing clearly whats coming towards you and when it HITS! My knight in shinning armor crumbles into mere ashes not even pieces because even they have more significance here than you... & then unlike you I'm the skyscrapers in the background with all the lime light and the glories.. but we both know that i didnt choose this lifestyle .. so cut me some slack manito =/